...COOL OFF...

Cool off

Wag ka munang magalit

Ako sana'y pakinggan

Hindi ko balak ang ika'y saktan

Hindi ikaw ang problema,

wala akong iba

Di tulad nang iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan

Hindi ko malaman,

Ano ba ang dahilan

Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan

Minamahal kita,

Pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(Chorus)

Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal

Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang

At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala

Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha

Sana`y intindihin

Ito ang dapat nating gawin

Upang magkakilala pa

At malaman kung tayo Ay para sa isa`t isa

Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin

Sa aking pagkawala,

Makahanap ka bigla ng iba

Ngunit pakakatandaan

Na mahal pa rin kita,

Pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(Chorus)

Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal

Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang

At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala

Ay para rin sa ating dalawa ahh yeah........

Sarili ay di maintindihan

Hindi ko malaman,

Ano ba ang dahilan

Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan

Minamahal kita, Pero kilangan ko lang mag-isa

(Chorus)

Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal

Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang

At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala

Ay para rin sa ating...

(Chorus)

Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal

Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang

At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala

Ay para rin sa ating dalawa..

ahh yeah ahh wooooooooooooo..

How I wish that he will understands me, why I am doing this? I don't want to be unfair to him...

I'm really sorry but I need to do this... I'll try to take it easy and slowly...

SORRY. i love you.

MTV EXIT Concert in Phnom Penh

Once again, this is a very late post. This event happened last December 12, 2008 at Olympic Stadium.

I've got lots of tickets for this event, Joyce gave it to me, then I gave it to people who wants to go and who will enjoy the show. Since, CLICK FIVE Band was there, most of the audience are the young people, like ME! Most of them are Highschool and Foreigners like us. Of course, Cambodians were there too, Local singers perform also, the very famous singers, that's why its too crowded, we stand in front of the stage, as in next to the stage. I was with G21 folks, Joyce, Nina, Nico, Json, Nestle, and Franco. But I spent only a little time with them, because I was with AIC (Academy International Cambodia) students, all of them are High Schools, so imagine, I was with 20 students and I was the oldest, it seems that we went to a field trip. And most of them told their parents that they were with me, so before we left I checked everyone first. The concert was good, I saw how they enjoyed it, especially my siblings. LOL! After awhile, they'd complain because CLICK FIVE went out at around 11:00pm and we were waiting there since 5:00pm. I feel pity for them, they were so hungry and so tired, but at the end of the day, they enjoyed it... hehehe! LOL!

They told me that next time we should go there late night... hehehhe!!! LOL!

LOVE

"LOVE"

There is a risk involved in everything

Every time you share a smile

Every time you shed a tear

You are opening yourself up to hurt.

Some people tread slowly through life,

Avoiding the closeness risk brings,

Sidestepping the things they can not understand

Turning away from those who care too much-

Those who care stay too long,

Those who hold too tightly.

There is never an easy way to love

You cannot approach it cautiously

It will not wait for you to arm yourself.

It does not care if you turn away

It is everywhere, it is everything.

Love is the greatest of all risks.

It is not reliable, it is not cautious,

It is not sympathetic

It is unprejudiced and unmerciful.

It strikes the strongest of mind,

And brings them to their knees in one blow.

Even in the best of times, love hurts.

It hurts to need, it hurts to belong,

It hurts to be the other part of someone else,

Without either of your consent.

But, from the moment it overtakes you,

It hurts worse to be all alone.

The risk of love never depletes;

It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.

But, it is in the total surrender of all defense,

That we, no matter weak or strong,

No matter willing or captive,

No matter what, we truly experience love.

Despite the many things love is not,

Outweighing it all are the things that love is.

Love is surrender without a loss.

It is a gift without the cost.

It consumes your every thought and desire,

Every breath you take.It is the fire that fuels you

To do more than pass through life;

It urges you, instead, to live.

No matter the outcome, having felt love,

You will never be the same.

It may scar your heart and soul

And leave you only memories of forever.

Or, it may cause every day of your life

To feel like there is no need for tomorrow.

But, love is worth it.

It is worth the risk...

For in all of life,

Love is truly the only risk worth taking.

Catch me I'm falling for YOU!!!

I want to tell you how I feel but I really don't know how to construct a good sentence for me to explain this feelings I have for you. I know wanting you is so wrong, but since you gave me that sweet feelings before I left the boat, I can't stop thinking of you and I can't got over that feeling, everytime I closed my eyes it always flashback on my mind and to tell you honestly, it made me so weak.



This song is for you, it explains how I feel for you. I know it is wrong to fall for you but that's how I feel. I really want to see you and be with you always. I wish I have courage to say it to you. This feeling is too strong that makes me so weak even I'm only think of you.



I hope this is enough...

CATCH ME I'M FALLING
I don?t know why but when i look in your eyes
I
feel something that seems so right
You?ve got yours i?ve got
mine
I think i?m loosing my mind
Coz i shouldn?t feel this
way

Pre Chorus:
Catch me i?m falling for you
And i don?t know
what to do

Chorus:
How can something so wrong
Feel so right
all along
Catch me i?m falling for you
How can time be so wrong
For
love to come along
Catch me i?m falling you
How can love let it go
When
it has no place to go
And i can?t go along pretending
That love isn?t here
to stay
Catch me i?m falling for you

Verse 2:
If i could
just walk away
Without you floating today
I would die just thinking of
you
I know we can?t
therefore be more than friends you and me
But
why do i feel this way

2nd chorus:
How can something so
wrong
Feel so right all along
Catch me i?m falling for you
How can time
be so wrong
For love to come along
Catch me i?m falling you
Maybe
someday i?ll see
why love did this to me
Coz i can?t go along
pretending
That love isn?t here to stay
Catch me i?m falling for
you
Catch me i?m falling for you

Bridge:
And it?s wrong for
me to feel this way
Coz i don?t know what to do without you
I?m falling
for you
Catch me i?m falling for you
How can something so wrong?feel so
right all along
Catch me i'm fallin from you

xoxo,

roma

I don't care!!!

I really don't like the way she treat me. She's so mean. And I hate her for showing me that way. I'm trying to be nice to her but she's so mean to me!!!

A-Cause-tic Jam

This is a late post of an Event that was organized by Couples For Christ (CFC) here in Cambodia, they are my brothers and sisters in Christ. I must admit that its been awhile that I haven't seen them and I actually missed them. There are many times that they invited me to join their HouseHold and Fellowship, but I always decline, i don't know why...

Anyway, I actually don't have any idea of this, I've heard it from the owner of FILMART (Filipino Grocery), when I was at Bistro Lorenzo (Filipino Restaurant) one time, and then they sent us the solicitation letter here at the office, and some sisters are selling me the ticket, but I didn't said anything. LOL!

Lucky, that my brother has one ticket from his friend and he gave it to me, because he knew how much I like to go. So even I was alone I went there, knowing that there are some folks that I can meet in there.

At the party I saw some friends that I haven't seen for awhile, just have a little chit-chat and later lots of people came, some I know, some I don't. But I stick with my young sister friends, such as Dessa, Joyce and Anna. I stayed there until 10:00pm then went somewhere by myself. LOL! No, I was with Riza and went home at around 3:00am.

Before we go, I received something sweet and special from someone... Love it!!! Until now, I can't get over it. Hahahah!!!

Anyway, I really miss them...

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!!

Making Love Out of Nothing At All

I know just how to whisper
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game
But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it

Making love out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all

Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you
I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone
But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do

Making love out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all


---This is for you... whoever you are. :P