This blog contains just some random thoughts of mine. Mga ka-ek-ekan, at kaartehan ko ba! Thank you for spending time reading this! mwahugs!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
...COOL OFF...
MTV EXIT Concert in Phnom Penh
They told me that next time we should go there late night... hehehhe!!! LOL!
Monday, December 22, 2008
LOVE
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Catch me I'm falling for YOU!!!
This song is for you, it explains how I feel for you. I know it is wrong to fall for you but that's how I feel. I really want to see you and be with you always. I wish I have courage to say it to you. This feeling is too strong that makes me so weak even I'm only think of you.
I hope this is enough...
CATCH ME I'M FALLING
I don?t know why but when i look in your eyes
I
feel something that seems so right
You?ve got yours i?ve got
mine
I think i?m loosing my mind
Coz i shouldn?t feel this
way
Pre Chorus:
Catch me i?m falling for you
And i don?t know
what to do
Chorus:
How can something so wrong
Feel so right
all along
Catch me i?m falling for you
How can time be so wrong
For
love to come along
Catch me i?m falling you
How can love let it go
When
it has no place to go
And i can?t go along pretending
That love isn?t here
to stay
Catch me i?m falling for you
Verse 2:
If i could
just walk away
Without you floating today
I would die just thinking of
you
I know we can?t
therefore be more than friends you and me
But
why do i feel this way
2nd chorus:
How can something so
wrong
Feel so right all along
Catch me i?m falling for you
How can time
be so wrong
For love to come along
Catch me i?m falling you
Maybe
someday i?ll see
why love did this to me
Coz i can?t go along
pretending
That love isn?t here to stay
Catch me i?m falling for
you
Catch me i?m falling for you
Bridge:
And it?s wrong for
me to feel this way
Coz i don?t know what to do without you
I?m falling
for you
Catch me i?m falling for you
How can something so wrong?feel so
right all along
Catch me i'm fallin from you
xoxo,
roma
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I don't care!!!
Monday, December 15, 2008
A-Cause-tic Jam
Monday, December 8, 2008
Making Love Out of Nothing At All
And I know just how to cry
I know just where to find the answers
And I know just how to lie
I know just how to fake it
And I know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then I know just when to dream
And I know just where to touch you
And I know just what to prove
I know when to pull you closer
And I know when to let you loose
And I know the night is fading
And I know the time's gonna fly
And I'm never gonna tell you
Everything I gotta tell you
But I know I gotta give it a try
And I know the roads to riches
And I know the ways to fame
I know all the rules
And I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game
But I don't know how to leave you
And I'll never let you fall
And I don't know how you do it
Making love out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all
Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair
And every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyes
Like a spotlight
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
Well it's nothing till I give it to you
I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock
I can make tonight forever
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
I can make all your demons be gone
But I'm never gonna make it without you
Do you really want to see me crawl
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all Making love,
Out of nothing at all
---This is for you... whoever you are. :P
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
What hurts? --LOVE
I want to share it with all of you also, the statements that hurts me and made me cry when I read this...
This is from Nestle Poell's blog entry.
1. Letting go of a person you’ve learned and decided to love.
2. Reminiscing the good and bad times you shared together.
3. Shielding your heart to love somebody.
4. Trying to hide what you really feel.
5. Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes.
6. Loving a person too much.
7. Giving up someone you never thought of giving up.
8. Having the right love at the wrong time.
9. Taking the risk to fall in love again.
10. Hiding your relationship from someone else.
11. Controlling your feelings to avoid hurting a friend.
12. Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you.
13. Letting go, because everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper.
14. Holding back only to find out when it’s too late, you both felt the same way, but were only scared to lose each other so much that you didn’t let the feelings out.
15. Falling in love with someone you didn’t mean to fall in love with.
16. Finding the perfect girl/man - with only one problem - he/she doesnt love you.
17. Helping the one you love “make ligaw” to your friend.
18. Seeing the one you love crying for someone else.
19. The waiting also hurts like hell.
20. Having to hear “… I’ve met someone”.
21. Agreeing to his/her wish to “just be friends”.
22. Asking him/her freedom back coz “he/she’d be happier with him/her”.
23. Asking you to “forget that everything happened” and be “normal” friends again.
24. Hearing that you’re treated as a brother/sister (ouch!).
25. Sharing his/her future plans for the guy/gal with you.
26. You stopped being friends coz his/her bf/gf asked him/her to.
27. Being denied in front of people.
28. Telling you lies where he/she’d been when actually, he/she was with a “new friend” or an “old flame”.
29. He/she told you he/she’d be leaving you to return to his/her ex (the one he/she left for you!).
30. Breaking someone’s heart.
31. Fighting for that one thing that would make you happy.
32. That is, holding on to a person who can not guarantee you his/her commitment unless he/she fix him/herself - then, you are left hanging for the moment - then he/she says, time will tell…ang labo lang niya…but you still decided to hope in him/her and trust him/her.
33. PRETENDING you’re OK when inside you’re dying.
34. PRETENDING to be strong and RECOGNIZING your weakness lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have.
35. Being with someone you can’t actually love.
36. Pretending you don’t love a person whom you actually love.
37. Being in love.
38. Letting go even if you really don’t want to, having no right to say you are hurting because it was your decision.
39. Seeing the person you love hurt because of you and not being able to help that person.
40. Having the courage to say I LOVE YOU to the person you love and finding out afterwards that things will never be the same again when he doesn’t treat you with the same closeness as before.
41. Having to face the fact that someone is capable of completely destroying the wall that you built for yourself, leaving you weak and vulnerable.
42. Admitting that you love someone despite her imperfections.
43. Finding out that the more you try to hate him/her, the more you end up loving him/her, perhaps even more than before.
44. Realizing how stupid your mistakes were that led to your break-up.
45. The thought that this boy/girl, used to really love you and youloved him/her as well so you didn’t give enough and he/she gave up on you.
46. Sharing the one you love with SOMEBODY else.
47. Making a promise and realizing that when the time has come for that promise to be delivered, the commitment is no longer there.
48. The hardest thing about love - believing it exists.
hay... so sad...
As You Grow
When you're over the old boyfriends and girlfriends and you realize you can live without your first love, you learn.
You see that the world doesn't end just because you think it will and that sometimes growing up means letting go.
You learn what real love is, and you begin to see that one friend who really cares about you is better than hundred friends who don't.
You learn that you can be strong, take each day step-by-step and survive every sad moment.
So feel the pain and cry the tears, go out and experience life.
But when you're at the end of your rope, and you're ready to jump off that ledge, remember that heartache fades, pain subsides and though life seems at times too tough to handles, its also too precious gift to wast.
Keep living, never give up, and remember:
AS YOU GROW YOU LEARN.
...This is who I am...
Monday, November 24, 2008
Visa Renewals in Cambodia put on hold
Thursday, November 20, 2008
...silent war...
This is my status last night :
This is from the song entitiled "Kung Malaya Lang Ako" by Kris Lawrence.
Nang ikaw ay dumating
Nadama’y iba sa damdamin
Kilos mo’t mga paglalambing
Ang siyang lagi ay umaakit sa akin
Kahit dayain pa
Ang puso at isipa’y
Hanap ka
Bakit nga ba ganyan
Kung malaya lang ako
Kung malaya lang ako
Ipagsisigawan kong mahal kita
Kung malaya lang ako
Kung malaya lang ako
Ay ikaw ang tanging pipiliin ko
Sana ay mahal mo rin ako
Na ikaw ay makapiling ko
Init ng aking pagmamahal
Ang siyang lagi ay ipadarama sa’yo
[repeat refrain]
[repeat chorus 2x]
it's a very nice song. I can compare it to "oh, it sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along"
senti lang ng onti...
ciao
...certain things happen...
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Here I am Again...
So here I am again, trying to say something nice about what's happening to me or is there any updates about myself or anything around me. hehehe! LOL!
Hmm... How can I start? ah! Let's say that I'm still here at my current job, still surviving, it seems to be so fast it's already three months now! I almost pass the probation period. I really love this job, and the people around me, they are so nice to me especially my boss, he always motivate me and talk to me nicely, and he even help me to correct my mistakes. heheh! LOL!
My life here in Cambodia, is so simple. that's it! LOL!
Of course I lived with my family here in Phnom Penh, both my parents are working here for almost 10 years now. And all my siblings are here also, my oldest brother is currently working here and he's already married to a Cambodian girl, they are blessed with a very cute, talented and smart baby girl - MIA! She is our angel at home, and even our toy. heheh! LOL! She really likes to dance, sing or copied what we said and what we're doing. You cannot disturb her if she's watching tv especially watching Mr. Bean, she really loves that crazy show. Hehehe! And honestly, I've been missing this little girl, because they don't stay at our house for awhile because my sister in law is pregnant and she's not feeling well. Anyway, I am the second to the oldest, and I am the "ate", who's responsible for everything. hehehehe!! I don't want to say more about me. Hahaha! Robin is next to me, hmmm... he's a working student, he works in a Filipino restaurant here in Phnom Penh in the morning and then he study at night in Pannasastra University of Cambodia, where I was strudying. We don't count on him most of the time, sometimes he acts like he's always the boss and irresponsible though he's good at making "buko (coconut) pie" {our small business, for extra income! LOL!}. Then, Roniel, is one of Pinoy hearthrobs here... Many girls are going crazy about him. that sometimes makes him mayabang... and we don't want that, he's our cleaner sometimes... hehehe... The youngest is Romina May, she seems to be so pasaway always. She's always get scolded by everybody because she doesn't obey us, but she still my baby, I was the one who raised here since my parents are already here in Cambodia when she was growing up. So I watch them growing up but not my parents, they are away because they want to give us the best that they could give. Aside from my family, some of my relatives are here - my father's siblings, and my two cousins; Franco and Kerwin. Kuya Kerwin is currently working as shop manager in one fastfood here in Phnom Penh, he has Cambodian girlfriend... He's so funny, he used to work as a "clown". LOL! He is our first cousin on my mother side. While Kuya Leco is my first cousin on my father side, "Leco", is only his nickname, we call him with that name when we were young but people call him "Franco" that's his real name. He's my favourite cousin, because when we were young he always give nice things and the fact that we are both "beautiful". I helped him to come here in Cambodia, when I was at the Media and Publishing company, I told my boss that he want to apply then She called him and voila, he's here now! He's still working there for almost 8 months now. He really enjoys here, I think. He goes out a lot, we rarely see each other these days because we both busy. hehehe! But we always update each other. LOL!